Oh I am feeling very emotional. Is it always around this time of the year that I splash out my 'emo' entries? I'm feeling jealous with couples in love, it's like everywhere, everyone's in love.. except for me, because I always tend to run/screw it all up when it comes to being shot by the cupid? Cupid & I, we don't see eye to eye.
Makes me look back on all the wrongs I did and not one right, in being 'in a relationship'. How I cheated on someone who probably did care & have feelings for me (then), how I seemingly always laugh, "I really do like you", away... I'm such a screwer, I screw things up. This sucks. I want to wallow in self pity.
Oh oh! And being NOT in love it's just one of the 2 things that really sucked ass. Like the poo that cannot come out of my butthole. I have NO ONE to blame but myself that I did not do my research on my Diploma in Hotel Management and hastily signed up for it, in possibly the best Hotel School in SEA or is it Asia Pacific? Whatever, it does not matter now, since when I want to apply to, very obviously old school good universities, I get REJECTED because they dont accept students from a Dip. in Hotel. SO WHAT I DID SO GOOD IN IT? SO WHAT?! THEY THINK WE'RE ALL STUPID ANYWAYS! Yeah, stupid students who does finance and accounts? AND LAW TOO. Stupid studnets who not only have the capability to do good paper work but COMMUNICATE well too. We're just plain stupid to most of the world, so it seems.
